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Kaleb Christmas 2014

So I decided to start a blog site.  This way when scrolling through Facebook you can skip right over my posts if you aren’t in the mood for sarcasm or you don’t want to read my deeply thought out posts about my mundane life. Or are not interested in the conversations I had with my dog.  I’ve always posted very random things and told lots of stories about my family.  Since Kaleb died my posts have had a lot of different emotions in them.  Writing has became less about amusement (sarcasm is still there) and more therapeutic. I can’t always say what I’m thinking.   Emotions get in the way but I can type it out. (as long as I stop occasionally and dry off the keyboard if I’m emotional.).  This way I can insert pictures or attach links as long as I can figure out how to do it.  Yesterday was 16 weeks since we lost Kaleb.  I made it without medication and without any breakdowns. I was able to focus on other issues at hand and not dwell on the time of day. I don’t know that its easier now so much as we are learning how to deal with it and are beginning to find some Peace. Starting the exercise class has made me realize I can have a life.  We are still here and we have more life to live. So in the future feel free to skip over my posts, or read them whichever you prefer.  If you choose to read I hope you enjoy and that I never hurt anyone with my words.